Sunday, September 28, 2008
Reminder
But it's more then just literally alive. So many people are caught up on working horrible jobs that pay money, or rushing to get out of school into the "real world" where they work hard for little remuneration. All the while, they've sped past the best years of their lives only to find theres no turning back? Are you really living, if you're not living life to the fullest?
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
An interesting quote I read..
-St. Agustine
In class. Probably go into this later..
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I feel numb as of late. Hours and days drone on as if I'm waiting for something special to happen. I feel like I'm dissonant from myself, like my soul is standing behind me while my body acts in a lethargic state.
Uncertainty has been creeping up on me. My plan was always undergrad, grad, work. Now that I've put grad school on hold, I don't know where I should work, or even if I'll get work for that matter. I'm so indecisive about life...
I could be a great chef or journalist or food critic. I think I could have been great at art and photography too. I could be a great businessman. And I think I have an equal opportunity at succeeding at all. Did I pick the right profession?
The only thing I'm decisive about is the fact that I'm indecisive. Or am I.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Hm.
Like seriously? Was this person watching over my life?
I've gone through the first two loves.. Now I guess I have to wait on my 3rd.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
You know what I miss?
Now you stay up late doing homework (not me though), or worrying about life. No one has the leisure of talking till the wee hours of the morning cause we have work or class. Life becomes hard out of nowhere, and we're submerged into adulthood without floaties. Sink or swim. Sink or swim. Sink or swim.....
I was thinking about the ideal age. I think its 6. Cause girls had cooties, you played kickball during recess with the boys, the girls did twirlsies on those bars, and at the end of the day the only thing you worried about was what toy was coming with your happy meal, and what video game you wanted to play for your hour of free time.
Now girls don't have cooties, they have our hearts, we're too mature for recess, and at the end of the day we worry about how we're going to get through the rest of the week, and whether or not we'll get an hour of free time at all.
(insert artsy picture here)
All my shit is on my laptop, which is currently out of commission.. Hopefully not indefinately :/
Comments are nice though (: eh? ehhh?
Good Help
KeithSAMS0N (2:24:58 AM): potatoes
rebel S0ULJAH (2:25:02 AM): ...
KeithSAMS0N (2:25:09 AM): I dunno, first thing that popped in my head
KeithSAMS0N (2:25:54 AM): which is pretty random because there's nothing around me that would make me think of potatoes
rebel S0ULJAH (2:26:07 AM): im blogging about you.
KeithSAMS0N (2:26:43 AM): really?
KeithSAMS0N (2:26:46 AM): that's a gay subject
rebel S0ULJAH (2:26:53 AM): literally
Monday, September 15, 2008
From the very first time
I placed my eyes on you girl
My heart said "follow through"
But I know now that
I'm Way down your line
But the waiting here is fine.
So don't treat me like
A puppet on a string
Cause I know how to do my thing
Don't talk to me as
If you think I'm dumb
I wanna know
When you're gonna come
I don't wanna wait in vain for your love..
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Cold Sheets
Friday, September 12, 2008
Chasing Pavements..
Sorry about my unannounced hiatus everyone. Todays topic is chasing pavements. A wonderful song from UK's Adele, which i've interpreted to be a song about the infamous question of "should I continue to pursue that someone even if it feels like its futile?"
Chasing pavements.. clever. Pursuing a path thats physically concrete, but emotionally unsecure. And the thing is, so many of us do it. The handful of dedicated lovers. We engage in Guerilla Warfare when it comes to the pursuit of emotional happiness. Kamikaze-ing heart first into dark waters of emotion.
And what makes us different is others would just say "fuck it" and give up. But we care so much that we actually engage in countless hours of deep thought trying to balance the scales of "i'm tired of this" and "gotta keep on", usually finding extra weight to sneak onto the latter side.
Why do we do it? None of us would be able to tell you. We're lovers by occupation. We just.. do it.