Now you apologize; thats what they all say

You wasn't sorry when you sucked him off in the hallway


But have it your way, raw no foreplay





Madvillain - Fancy Clown











So this post is just a vent. And to give y'all a look a little deeper into my life.

Yeah, I bought those for you. I also purchased investment into the idea that maybe you weren't who I thought you were. An investment I have since forclosed on. Fuck it. I'm turning this into a poem.

Yo, I thought you was down and a real steal
Straight surpassed the whole fancy clown deal
I was so close to tellin' you how i really feel
I'd still kill to sit you down while i spill out my thoughts
But i'm reduced to typings words in this electric box.

So what are my thoughts?
I had my preconceptions of you in my hindsight
But i took a chance and thought to look at you in a different light.
Cause I get girls thinkin' I get mad play despite
The fact that I end up alone in bed at the end of the night.
So quite contrary to what i might have thought
I gave you a chance to win a spot in my heart
I gave you the flint to start a spark to embark
On this journey of chillin at parks and adventures after dark
And mark my word I ain't talkin' 'bout sex.
I'm talkin' intellectual escapades and strawberry lemonade
I'm talkin' conversing for hours feelin' like i've known you for decades
I'm talkin' My Love is King and you're Sweet as Tabou like Sade
I'm talkin' making life so colorful cause life is boring in 8 shades of grey
I'm talkin' hittin' up the club and straight bustin' the Kid 'n' Play

Now here things are your way
And we're two separate entities goin' our own ways
Graze in patches of life that satisfy separate craves
Spend days in a daze so crazy insane
It amazes me that that's what we're reduced too
Imagine what could have happened if you had given me a mintue or two.